Heyaa, it's me (as most of the times). I mean, obviously, what's up? Well, I'm at work, like most of the times, and so far so good. The "so good" being: me taking a week off to actually do something this summer was okay but still that's week off the paycheck, the pay is not great not terrible so that's okay. Anyway, it was nice, we went to the castle, to my grandpa, to my grandma (rest in peace :c) and gołoborze (like, boulder field) that was the centre of paganism way back when. It was cool. After that we went to pride and it was cool and we made new friends and yea, it was nice.
I had my birthday few days ago. AYY!! Let's goooo! Old ass Yea yea, sure. None of friends remembered and most of my family also didn't. Honestly, only my parents, one aunt, grandma and one girl I used to go to uni with (a year ago so that's a surprise) remembered. Well, and my partner, obviously. And it's not like I expected anything, I shouldn't, people have their own lives and struggles but I'm just a sensitive creature and it hurts a bit. I'm trying to be mindful and I'll work on that and all
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Anyway, I played magic with my partner for the second time but this time finally till the end and of course I got absolutely destroyed but I also took half of her life. The next day I GMed Call of Cthulhu for her and I think it was. She said she enjoyed that and I was also happy with how it went. First time GMing after months so it was a challenge for me.
I went to optometrist the other day and my eyes are not fucked a lot, but she told me I could wear glasses at all times. I don't look good in glasses and they are expensive so I'm not sure if I'm going to take that offer. What I should take is whatever the fuck would help my brain be more focused because Jesus fucking Christ it's all over the place.
I had first normal interaction with my brother since I moved out. A bit dry but hey, I'll take that. I offered him that if he wants he can come over so we can play FIFA together.
I don't think anything interesting happened. I'm mad about fuel prices and general prices of living and I really really want to come back to uni but not because I'm excited about the field of study or whatever but because I want a better paying job so I don't have to save on everything. Worst part is that it's getting colder and that means I'll have to start using the heater again and it's expensive, like, no joke, I'm paying 150/200pln a month at summer for electricity, and during the cold spring I was paying 450pln.
Okay, I'm going back to work, woof woof.
~Love, Rose