Awoooooooof, hai, hello, good meowning! What's uppy? Because I've been good! I live at my friend's house for yet few days aaaand I was at my girlfriend's for the weekend and we went to a bat cave and a forest! It was so nice! I felt really good! Finally back the environment I love. I ranted to her about rocks and stuff because there were so many cool ones. And also they had a sign that said you can walk in with dogs but only on leashes so it was very fucked up because we didn't have one for me. Anyways!!! We also watched a show, we watched a documentary, we went on a late walk aaaand we also went to a card store and I bought some Pokémon and MTG boosters. And her rabbit came to me so I can pet her, which is weird because she hates and bites everyone and does not like to be petted. Her cat also loves me, he's so cute, he comes to me to cuddle and he's so orange.
Vectra is officially dead, me and my father are selling her. I'll be officially carless in like a week. The repair costs like 2.5k and her worth (as I talked with someone) is 600. So, obviously, there's no point of fixing her. Shame, I hated her, and loved her. As I said some time ago, she was with me through the worst and best moments of my life. I will absolutely forever remember sitting in her for half an hour or hours before coming back to my parent's house. The silence, the way the orange dash looked almost like a road lamps. It was calming. A contrast to what was awaiting for me every time I came back. Driving her way too fast in the night after arguments with my ex that always ended with me folding and then hating myself for that. At least I was in control of the car then. And coming back from difficult talks, or coming back from work after I heard the news of my Grandma passing away. I remember how I cried and gripped the steering wheel. Later, at the funeral, the same, it was like she knew I can't drive well and helped, took care of me, maybe it was the broken geometry. Fuck I've taken my first hrt pill in her. And now, she's gone.
~Love, Rose