Artemis? I felt the burning inside my body as the failed prophet fell into his grave. Hello? Haii ૮ฅᴖﻌᴖฅა! I'm so so so happy to inform that my friend bought me food!! Thank you so so so so so much if you're reading this. I don't know how but I'll repay you somehow. You can count on me.
The general feeling of exhaustion is I think my normal state now.
Dysphoria does not disappear in one day so it's not better at all. The feeling of pretending and acting is still there. Maybe even worse because I sweat so much. I don't know why, no idea.
I think that I'm not hungry and what I think is the feeling of starving is actually stress. Maybe that's it. My acne came back a bit and it's definitely because of stress, just like the headache.
I'm definitely failing my uni. I didn't have motivation to study and energy. It's my fault and now when the exams finally came, I'm failing almost every single one. Maybe dean's leave is a way to go but I fear I won't get it.
As you can see (I mean, people who were reading this blog before), the whole thing is restructured. Hell yeah! It looks really good! I know, right? It finally looks good. I finally got the idea of what vibe I want this blog to look like. I feel that PUPPYNET is something that has a future. Give me some time and it will be even better. Maybe on my own server and all, we'll see. PUPPYNET is inevitable.
Okay, I'm at uni now and holy fuck I actually passed Pathology. I got a really good grade. Unfortunately later I have In-hospital Medical Procedures and I'm definitely failing that tho.
I had to take off my collar to go to uni and I actually feel like I'm missing something. You mean, something different than motivation, enerygy, general willpower and good thoughts? ૮ºﻌºა wow...yea...yea apart from that. One day tho...
~Love Rose